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May 26, 2006
Wee it's Friday!
It's finally Friday! at 4:45 in the morning to boot!
Status Check: Things are okay. I'm going to my parents home in Concan, TX for the weekend to spend some time with them. I'm not looking forward to the drive all that much as I will be driving by myself. I hate driving by myself. I get hella sleepy and have even fallen asleep a couple of times. Hopefully that won't happen this time!
Next weekend one of my bestest friends Rudy will be moving from Corpus to Austin. Marty and I will be trekking to Austin to help him unpack and help him *ahem* find the nearest liquor store. :-)
Other than that, things still shitty at work. Still not found a new job. etc. etc. etc.
Have a lovely and safe holiday weekend!
Peace, love and chicken grease.
Rusty
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May 11, 2006
I don't think I've ever been considered mean
Today is an absolutely beautiful day. The temperature is cool and the humidity is low. I feel as though I've been given a sympathy gift from God. I feel as though God knows that I was hurt last night and he's cheering me up with such a gorgeous day.
Last night I was supposed to meet a guy. A guy that I really liked. He's very attractive and very sweet. I was supposed to go down to the other side of Houston (about a 30 - 40 minute drive). So we txt'd back and forth and I let him know I was on my way. I didn't know exactly where he lived so I figured I'd give him a call when I was in the area he told me he lived in and he could give me more precise directions. So I called, I called again, I still have not heard a thing twelve hours later.
I've considered giving up on men (that's a joke). I've considered being depressed. But I'm already depressed. I'm tired of people that are mean. I've never been mean to a soul in my life. I love all people and I guess I just expect others to be the same. I'm one of the most considerate drivers on the road. I let people walk all over me at work. I try to be the best friend to all my friends. I try to be the nicest person on the world. I'M FUCKING TIRED OF BEING NICE. But I can't change, I can only change something that I see needs to be changed. Why would I want to change something that I consider to be a good quality. I don't, I won't, I won't change. I will continue to be a happy nice person.
However, what will this change? This, in-fact, should change something. I was somewhat hurt, I should learn something from being hurt. That's what life is about. Get hurt and learn from the mistake that got you hurt...right? Well the only thing that it changes is that it causes me to mistrust men even more. The thing that I live to love, I mistrust. How horrible is that? Will there ever be a man out there that I'm able to love.
Okay, I'm off my soap box. Love and niceness to you all.
Rusty
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May 5, 2006
Rudy & Marty
Last weekend Marty and I ventured down to Corpus Christi for the weekend. We wen't down to pick up some equipment for his employer. We did, however, get some time to visit with friends for a while. I really enjoyed getting to see Rudy and Dan. I miss them both very much.
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In lighter news
In other news, Marty and I and several of my co-workers were supposed to be heading up to my family's cabin in the Texas Hill Country this weekend. Most all of the attendees had things come up at the last weekend. We've canceled the trip for now, but I hope we can pick a new date to head up there.
Marty and I are making plans for the weekend since we both took today(Friday) off. We're going to go run some errands and do a little shopping. Anywho, that's all for now.
TTFN
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Well I just don't know...
Okay, well I don't exactly know where exactly the guy that I mentioned earlier and I are. Since our date we haven't really talked much. So maybe I'm not exactly what he was looking for. He seemed really sweet and I enjoyed talking to him. If I'm not what he was looking for c'est la vie. I'd still enjoy his friendship, however, if he was interested in that.
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